Unsettling

I woke up at 5:30am this morning, couldn't go back to sleep, feel totally nauseous/jittery/nervous/anxious/restless/blah. I finally said enough of laying there and feeling like my heart was going to jump out of my chest. So we are showered, attempting to enjoy a bowl of cereal and a glass of juice but so far I just feel sick to my stomach.

Could someone tell me what my problem is!??! (If any of you remember the epic baby flu of 2008 that I had- I oddly feel a bit like I did the morning that the terrible on-set of that hit me)

I know that this is emotionally manifested and I am in no way going to have baby flu relapse 2 years later, but I just feel icky this morning.

Some prayers/crossed fingers/good energy sent my way today would be greatly appreciated.

In other news, Carly and I have been having a great time together and I am sad to see her go today. It is strange when the old world and the new worlds of my life come together and they feel like such separate things but then in front of my own eyes I see them mix and mingle- and its just a little-- unexpected. But I will post some news later on our fun adventures- bus tours-eating-drinking-and anything else I missed.